Showing posts with label aniridia. Show all posts
Showing posts with label aniridia. Show all posts

Thursday, January 14, 2021

If You Give a Kid a Cane...

 




If you give a kid a cane, she'll want to take a walk outside.
You'll take her on one of your favorite scenic walks, and she'll probably notice all of the birds and wildlife.
She'll ask you for more knowledge on that wildlife, and when you give her that knowledge she'll probably want to go to college to learn more. 
College will be so exciting that she'll want to go to grad school!
Then she'll be busy writing papers and being a teaching assistant. 
She'll need a new outfit for her first job interview. 


So, you'll have a fun shopping trip before she flies off to DC. 
She'll interview at the Smithsonian Museum of Air and Space. 
While she's interviewing, she'll realize how much she loves the hustle and bustle of the city. 
She'll get the job and then she'll have to move!
So, you'll hire movers. 
When she's packing, you'll find all kinds of old momentos of growing up. 

You'll play cards, and boardgames, and flip through some of her favorite books from when she was younger.
Then she'll want to see some of her first braille books that seemed so difficult to read back then.
So, you'll run to the closet and pull them out, 
You'll read Freckle Juice, and Frog and Toad, and If You Give a Pig a Pancake...
Then you'll pull out her first cane from when she was 3 years old. 
It'll seem hardly tall enough for an American Girl Doll to use, 
and she'll want to try it out for fun,
and you'll laugh at how tiny it is. 
She'll decide she wants to take it to DC with her as a keepsake. 
Then she'll probably hug you. 
And chances are, 
she'll thank you for believing in her and pushing her to grow, 
then she'll want to take a walk with you again before it's time to go off to her new, independent life. 

Inspired by the Laura Numeroff "If You Give a Pig a Pancake" book series, and by my daughter. 




Wednesday, January 28, 2015

The Ticking Timebomb They Sent Home from the Hospital


I'm sure no one thought that when they stuffed the folders at the hospital to send home with new parents they were placing in those folders a time bomb.  

Tick...tick...tick...

A free ninety days (or something like that) of a life insurance policy for your baby named after a popular baby food brand.

Tick...tick...tick...

We took our folder and our baby home, having just learned that she had something wrong with her eyes called aniridia (lack of iris in the eye) and that she might have a rare disease called WAGR Syndrome.

Tick...tick...tick...

WAGR...W~Wilms Tumor (Kidney Cancer), A~Aniridia (Possible Glaucoma, Cataracts, Blindness, and more...), G~Genitourinary Abnormalities, R~Range of Developmental Delays.

Tick...tick...tick...

We were told by our doctor that babies normally eat, sleep, and poop.  If our little girl was doing that, we were just fine.  In the meantime, we were waiting for the results of her genetic testing to confirm or lay to rest the theory that our lives were about to change dramatically.

Tick...tick...tick...

One day, I decided to go through the folder from the hospital.  My maternity leave was filled with fear; I was learning to be a mom for the first time, but at the same time, I was afraid that our baby wouldn't grow old enough to even wear an 18 month sized dress we had received as a gift.  I kept myself as busy as I could, and even filled out the flimsy leaflet that was the application for the life insurance plan with a perfect baby face on the front of it.
"List any health conditions the baby has..." it said...

"Aniridia and possibly WAGR Syndrome" I wrote...
Wasn't I naive?

Tick...tick...tick...

A letter arrives in the mail with a perfect baby face on the front, and the perfect baby lips shaped so naturally I could almost hear the coo.
"We regret to inform you that your baby doesn't qualify..."
Tick...tick...tick...
"This by no means is any indication that we don't believe your child will live a healthy life..."
Kaboom...

...This is life with a rare disease...
...This is life when you feel you may be the only ones...
...This is life before we found the International WAGR Syndrome Association...
...And this is why I, from that day forward, refer to the "anonymous" company's insurance policy as the "Blankety-Blank Throw Up Plan"...

BTW, Blankety-Blank Company, she's 10 (and a HALF) now!


Wednesday, October 15, 2014

She's Not as Blind as You Think ~ WAGR Wednesday

Today is national White Cane Safety Day in the United States.  (Some states recognize it as White Cane Safety Day, and others White Cane Day).  The US Congress designated October 15th as the official day of observation back in 1964. In recognizing the day on a national level, the accomplishments, independence, and contributions of people who are blind or visually impaired has been more widely celebrated and acknowledged.
In recognition of White Cane Safety Day, I decided that today's WAGR Wednesday piece should be about what vision is like for our loved ones with WAGR. 
Here are three things I have heard over all of Evie's 10 years:
"Oh, she looks so tired..."
and
"I don't think she's as blind as you think she is," or "I think she can see more than you think she can."
and 
"Won't glasses help?"

First thing's first, the sleepy baby...
Age 1~Trying to see her world.

People with Aniridia have no irises...the colored part of your eye.  The iris acts as a protective device against many factors that wage war on the eye, one being LIGHT!  That being said, you can imagine how BRIGHT things are for those with Aniridia.  Being all pupil, Evie is VERY photo-phobic and often will wear her sunglasses even on the cloudiest of days.  Yes, she often will look sleepy because she won't open her eyes extremely wide as one might usually do if the iris is there to protect the eye from bright light.  

Another thing that many people with Aniridia experience is ptosis of the eye.  This is a droopy eye lid, which varies in severity from case to case.  In Evie's case, she spent the first two years of her life gazing through about a 1/4 inch slit of space to see the world around her.  As she became more able to manage her gross motor movements, she would hold her right eye lid up so she could get a better view.  She never touched her left eye, and that's because her brain may have never learned to use that eye as she had undergone several surgeries on that eye due to her glaucoma.  When Evie was about 22 months old, she had a surgical procedure to lift those eye lids so she wouldn't have to do all the work herself.  What a difference that made, but she still has a "sleepy" look about her at times, so we still hear about how "someone needs a nap."  
After Evie had her Ptosis Surgery

I don't think she's as blind as you think she is...

Evie runs around, climbs stairs, swims, dances, rides horses, writes, reads...so, people who aren't familiar with the variations in blindness often don't think she's blind.  There are many factors, however that affect the level of visual acuity one has.  Take for example the fact that Evie has had consistent vision since birth; she has not LOST vision and she has not GAINED vision.  So, if it's all one knows, than one may be very comfortable with that level of vision.  She learned to run without seeing out of her left eye, and only seeing a blurred vision through her right...she learned to read with just a blurred right eye...she learned to dance with no peripheral vision and just looking through a blurry right eye...IT'S.ALL.SHE.KNOWS.

What you don't know CAN hurt you...if Evie doesn't know there's a post on her left, she will run into it.  If Evie doesn't see the car mirror on the left when walking through a parking lot, she will run into it.  If Evie hasn't been to this house before and races through the kitchen, she will trip over the cat or dog food bowl and slam into the counter on her left.  If Evie is supposed to be following a circle of cones and running in a circle around them, but they are running counter-clockwise...she will run in a direct line straight out because she can't see the cones on her left.
Jenny (from England) and Evie at WAGR Weekend 2013

Yes, she is, indeed as blind as I think she is.

Evie's white cane has given her tremendous independence and safety.  She has been using it since she was three because we learned at a conference that kids who start with their cane at age three are less likely to reject their cane as they get older, and others have learned to see the cane as "part of them."  PLUS...Evie's vision is very fragile...we could wake up tomorrow and it could be worse than it is today, (it sometimes goes that quickly with Aniridia, cataracts, dry eyes...all of dangerous factors that can pop up quite unexpectedly in our WAGR world).  We want Evie to know how to use a cane before she is DEPENDENT on her cane...why wait and put the pressure on her when she'll be adjusting to other changes in life?  Let's do it now.  

 Can't glasses help???

Glasses help to correct the refraction of light that comes through the cornea and the lens of the eye.  But, get this...in the eye of a person with Aniridia, the main problem with vision is that there are not enough cells at the back of the eye that will transmit the messages received by the eye to the brain. (Aniridia Network)  While some people with Aniridia DO wear glasses, it is to help them with the same type of near-sightedness or far-sightedness that we are used to hearing about in people with typical eyes...it does NOT help the type of vision loss that comes from Aniridia itself.  

This was a longer post than I'm used to doing...so, if you made it this far, CONGRATULATIONS!  For me, White Cane Safety Day was a day for me to learn more and tell more.  I appreciate all of you who join me in recognizing this day which celebrates the accomplishments of such extraordinary people.


Wednesday, July 2, 2014

What Does THAT Mean? ~ WAGR Wednesday

Image Courtesy of Zirconicusso/freedigitalphotos.net
Another Gorilla Mom (a mom of a child with WAGR Syndrome) and I were discussing the baffling or confusing terms that doctors may use when describing our children or a diagnosis concerning our children.  It led me to consider writing about my top 5 confusing terms that our healthcare providers may use concerning the health of our children or a particular diagnosis for them.  

1. His/Her vision will be (severely) compromised.
If your child is a non-communicative baby and you hear something like this, you have no clue what to expect.  However, from my experience with Evie, I see how well she functions even with 20/200 vision (legally blind).  She has adapted well to her surroundings and uses her vision, as it is, so I will often forget that she IS legally blind until I see her bump into something, or skip over something she may be trying to read.  
 
2.  The scan/ultra sound show the kidneys are unremarkable.
Is that good?  Is that bad?  I don't get it.  When we get a clean kidney scan I want to hear, "Everything looked great."  I want to spike the ball in the end zone and do a touchdown dance.  But, unremarkable is good; that means there is nothing to be seen that needs further investigation.  I will often just follow up with the doctor and say, "That's good?  Everything is clear?" just to calm my anxiety.  
 
3.  90th percentile.
Woo-hoo!  With my academic background, 90% was always AWESOME!  Not so much with the blood pressures or the BMI (Body Mass Indicator), though.  
Because of the increased risk of kidney failure in persons with WAGR/11p Deletion, we need to keep blood pressure and weight LOWER than might often be "acceptable."  Evie was once in the 99th percentile for BMI, and her BP was also in the 90th percentile.  
With the BMI, bumping over 99th percentile would have significantly increased her risk for developing diabetes; we had to take action to help her lose weight.  And, concerning the elevated blood pressure,  we needed to reduce the strain on the kidneys, so, according to our doctor at the NIH, we wanted to get her blood pressure to within the 50th percentile. 

4.  Kidney function is adequate/sufficient.  
Pardon me?  That does NOT sound good.  However, because Evie had part of her kidney removed, she would have less than 100% function anyway.  A person who has only one kidney will be at 50% kidney function, so it doesn't necessarily mean that kidney isn't working.   20% kidney function will start affecting the persons health, and 10-15% kidney function requires dialysis or transplant.  (WebMD)

5.  Elevated white blood cell counts.
I knew that when Evie was on chemo for Wilms Tumor, her white blood cell counts could drop and that would put her at risk for contracting illnesses because it would mean her immune system was suppressed.   However, the first time we went in to the clinic because of a fever while she was on chemo, they reported that her white blood cell count was elevated.  I was RELIEVED because I thought it meant that she still had a high immunity despite her chemo treatment.  I was wrong.  The elevated white blood cell count indicated that her body was FIGHTING an infection.  It turned out that, at that time, Evie had pneumonia, so her white blood cells were rallying and trying to fight it off. 

These are just five of the common (or most memorable for me) "ambiguous" terms that can affect a person with WAGR.  I'm sure there have been other terms that have confused me, but these just stand out as the ones that really caught me off guard.  

What ambiguous or confusing terms have you come across in your medical journey?

Wednesday, April 2, 2014

WAGR Wednesday~Incognito

They always look so cool; styling with their sunglasses.  But, the sunglasses that our kids wear are not for fun; they are not just a fashionable accessory.  Because our children with WAGR have aniridia (no irises in their eyes), they need sunglasses in order to alleviate their photo-sensitivity.   Sunglasses are not a choice; they are a necessity. 

Evie didn't always cooperate with wearing her sunglasses.  As a baby, we had even purchased a higher priced brand of sunglasses called Baby Banz.  While these sunglasses came highly recommended, Evie's ptosis (heavy, drooping eye lids) was only aggravated by the fact that the sunglasses would wrap around her head and press the eyelids down more.  She did NOT like wearing them.  I have heard that it's quite difficult to get infants to keep sunglasses on at all; so we started with hats.

Tight hats seemed to aggravate Evie as well.  She did not like the tightness of the tiny infant baseball caps that we bought.  I found that the was much more cooperative in a big floppy hat.  Once I realized that she would leave those on, I went out and  bought as many as I could.  I even went in to Gymboree and asked for any clearance hats they might have "in back" and found the mother-load of discounted, adorable hats.


In order to work up to sunglasses, and yet be able to afford them when they would break or get lost, I started buying inexpensive, but styling ones from The Children's Place.  They would have a great variety of sunglasses and sold them 2 for $5.  We had a couple million of them.  

Once she was used to wearing these sunglasses, and she realized how much they helped keep her comfortable in the outdoors, she started to ASK for her sunglasses as we'd leave the house.  Since she was asking for them, and was no longer comfortable being without them when outside, we knew we could buy the more expensive ones without the great risk of losing a pair each week.  Julbo sunglasses were then, and are still today, the sunglasses that she wears.  They "wrap" around her face well, blocking out any light that might even try to sneak through the corners of the sunglasses; and they are very dark lenses. 


There are also swimming goggles that have darkened lenses and that's what Evie uses in the water.  Again, it wasn't easy to get her to wear goggles, but due to the sensitive nature of her eyes, and the fact that she's more susceptible to infection in her eyes, not wearing goggles was NOT an option.  She either wore them, or she couldn't get in the pool; that was our rule.

I'll be the first to stress that good sunglasses for our kids are not cheap.  Some of our kids even wear transition lenses, so they are built right in with their regular glasses.  We have started to ask for money for sunglasses for Evie's birthday at times; but she really has gotten so good about keeping track of them that we can have a pair for over a year, and don't need to replace as them as often as we did in the beginning.  Some of our kids with WAGR did GREAT with the Baby Banz too.  The key is to remember that you have to be patient and try a variety in order to find the right match for each individual.

And that's how our kids become the Hollywood mega-stars that they are.  They wear those stylish sunglasses around the town and create an aura of celebrity that follows them where ever they go.   




Wednesday, January 22, 2014

WAGR Wednesday~ Sleepy Baby




If you’re a parent of a child with WAGR Syndrome, I know you will recognize the sound of this…

       Someone is sleepy…
      Looks like someone missed her nap…
      Oh, are we keeping you up? 
Sleepy Baby…

Only, when I’d hear these comments, my baby was wide awake, she just couldn’t keep her eyes open!  I know, I know…was that really a reason for me to get frustrated?

Tammie, they didn’t KNOW when they said she looked sleepy that Evie had WAGR, or aniridia, or vision impairment.

Friday, January 10, 2014

Et Cetera~Part VII

...And other things...
Sleep deprivation...
The Duck wishes Evie didn't Sleep so Well...
Everybody hates the feeling, and everybody experiences it at some point in time.  But, it turns out that this is another common theme among those with WAGR Syndrome...the inability to sleep.

As one of the last parts of my "Et Cetera" series on WAGR Syndrome, I'll talk about the commonality of the sleep disturbances for those with WAGR, what recent research, including the study on WAGR/11p Deletion and Aniridia at the National Institutes of Health has revealed, and how we have been learning to work with another of those "WAGR things". 

Evie has always been a pretty good sleeper.  I can honestly say that, even when she had colic, she would turn off by ten o'clock at night. She would wake in the night to nurse, but would fall back to sleep easily.  Once she got into school, however, that changed.  It was like she couldn't turn herself off.  This made OUR nights grow later and later, and less productive with each passing week.

Finally, when I wrote about Evie's difficulty with falling asleep in our WAGR support group, a parent suggested melatonin.  Oh my goodness, why hadn't I thought of that?  In the previous years, as part of the support group, I had heard a bunch of parents suggesting melatonin to our other WAGR parents and proclaiming the positive effects it had on the sleep patterns of their children.   

The fabulous thing is that no one in our support group ever says, "Tammie, we've already discussed this.  Please check your archives."  (*phew*)
Melatonin is a chemical that the body produces to help regulate sleep patterns.  Many people take it (in the US it's an over-the-counter drug sold in the vitamin and supplement aisle), especially those who may work the "graveyard shift."  When people have a schedule that is countered against what our typical sleep patterns might be, (for example, when it's light rather than dark); they need the extra melatonin because their body may not produce enough naturally on its own.  (To read more about melatonin and sleep disorders you can visit http://www.sleep-disorders-help.com/what-Is-Melatonin.html ).  
Research on patients with aniridia, and WAGR/11p Deletion Syndrome (having a PAX 6 mutation or deletion in more specific genetic terms) has revealed that many of the patients had under-developed pineal glands (accessed 1/10/14 at http://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/10.1002/ana.10576/full).  The under-developed pineal gland causes a decrease in melatonin production, thus causing a disruption in how the body regulates its circadian rhythms, therefore leading to disrupted sleep or a difficulty in falling asleep.  (I really hope I explained that correctly...)  

The study at the NIH has an extensive sleep portion to it, and the families who participate get back in return extremely helpful observations and suggestions regarding sleep patterns and any disturbances during sleep that the patient may experience. 
My family is fortunate... 
Evie responds very well to the right amount and right kind of melatonin.  We just recently discovered that we can't use the time released melatonin because it must not be "enough" at the beginning of the dose to cause her to fall asleep.  It would take her 2 to 2 1/2 hours to fall asleep when we were giving her the time released.  I mentioned this on Facebook and received a slew of affirming responses from friends with WAGR and aniridia who have experienced negative effects from the time released melatonin.
Just another "one of those things" that our 11p Deletions seem to have in common.
So....*yawn*...all this talk of sleep has made ME sleepy.  

I have written for a full seven days now on "Et Ceteras", and I'm trying to determine how many more of these I should write.  Frankly, I'm getting a lot of ideas for other things I'd like to write about, but, in all honesty, there's more I can write about WAGR and the "other things" that come along with it like the increased risk of pancreatitis, high blood pressure, renal failure, etc...etc...etc...
Instead of anguishing over this decision, I'm going to ask all of you!
You're my readers, you seem interested in learning more about WAGR, but I know that some of my stories in the past that have not been focused solely on WAGR have also been some of my most popular posts.  Please, please, please, let me know what you think...
Should I:  
A.  End my series here and go on to new topics?  
B.  Continue my "Et Cetera" series, but only post on Wednesdays about WAGR and call it WAGR Wednesdays? 
C.  Keep going daily on the "Et Ceteras" until I am all.tapped.out...?
Again, thank you for your loyalty, interest and encouragement.  I am truly touched by the outpouring of support that I have received from all of you, and I know that our WAGR family around the world is benefiting by this "buzz" and all that people are learning about this rare disease which only has a few HUNDRED cases WORLDWIDE.  

Sweet Dreams...


Sunday, January 5, 2014

Et Cetera~Part II


One Year Old

I’ve promised to write a series of entries titled “Et Cetera,” and each entry will focus a bit on one of the many manifestations of WAGR Syndrome (www.wagr.org), which my daughter Evie has.  Again, I’m not a person in the medical field, so the information I am writing here is just what I have picked up along the way as the mother of a child with WAGR Syndrome.  Yesterday I wrote about the “W” of WAGR which stands for Wilms Tumor.  Today I’ll write about the “A,” aniridia.

Aniridia is the absence of the iris in the eye.  Rather than a blue, green, hazel or brown eye, people with aniridia have only pupil (although there is sometimes a distinguishable start to a iris, and there may be a small colored ring around the outer edge of the pupil.)  This is one of the most obvious indications of WAGR, but it doesn’t necessarily mean the person has WAGR.  Aniridia CAN occur as a hereditary trait in families, but, because that was not the case with Evie, the concern that she had WAGR was more pronounced. 

The iris is not just the colored part of a person’s eye; one of its primary functions is to protect the eye.  The absence of the iris means an individual will be highly sensitive to light, and also at risk for damage to the eye.  The lack of iris makes any surgical procedure more difficult and risky.  Usually, if an individual has aniridia, she may also have a number of other eye conditions.  Because the development of the eye is controlled by the PAX 6 gene, which lies on the 11th chromosome, and the PAX 6 gene is deleted in persons with WAGR, the development of the eye itself did not fully occur.  The eye may also be afflicted by cataracts, glaucoma, or detached retina.  There are just a multitude of critical developments which occur as the eye is forming, which means the “iris” or lack there-of, is not the only complication found with aniridia. 

Raging glaucoma in her left eye
In Evie’s case, for example, we found she had glaucoma pretty quickly.  Her right eye responded to drops, but the left eye didn’t, so we needed to have a number of surgical procedures to try to reduce the pressure in her eye.  A normal eye pressure may be in the teens, but in Evie’s case it was often in the 30’s and would even get as high as in the 40’s or 50’s.  When her pressures were that high her left eye would bulge outward.  We often had thought, “Oh, look how well she’s opening her eyes…” (Because Evie had trouble opening her eyes)…we’d take it as a good sign.  In actuality, her eye was protruding from the pressure within it and it just made it appear as though she were opening her eyes wider.  

Evie also had cataracts, and still does.  The cataracts in her right eye are small and do not obscure her vision.  The cataracts in the left eye did eventually grow and interfere with her vision, but, the glaucoma was actually the biggest issue in that eye for the first year of her life.

Another issue that Evie had with her eyes was that her eyelids hung very low and she could not open them more than about a quarter of an inch.  This condition is called ptosis.  She actually started to lift her right eye open with her hand.  I have several pictures where this is the case.  

Holding her eye open to see Jinxy
Unfortunately, when she was about a year and a half old, (and also, incidentally on chemotherapy), her pressures had gotten uncontrollable in her left eye again.  We had to do something, even though she’d already had several surgeries on that eye.  However, we had gotten to the point where the cataracts would need to be removed if we were going to hope to restore vision.  Then we looked at the fact that she only “held” her right eye open with her hands, she never pulled the left eye open.  Never.  That likely meant that she really didn’t use the left eye.  If she had NEVER used the left eye…not even since birth, there was the likelihood that the BRAIN never learned to use that eye.  Our brains are amazing computers and if an access point doesn’t work, the brain stops trying to access information through that channel.  Her brain probably never used that eye, and even doing surgery to remove the cataracts and then surgery to try to reduce the pressure in that eye, for the fourth time, may not mean restored vision if the brain never learned to use the eye.  

Post eye-lift, A whole new world
We decided at that point that we had enough to deal with concerning her cancer, and we needed to get her comfortable by reducing the pressure quickly.  The cataract THEN glaucoma route would have required us to travel to another state for a procedure, and all of that seemed just too much to think about while she was undergoing chemotherapy.  Pile that on top of the fact that she may have never used that eye, and may never get vision in it, well, the choice seemed obvious to us.  Not easy, but obvious.  We agreed to have a procedure done which would significantly reduce the pressure in her left eye, but would also mean the eventual collapse of the optic nerve.  

At the time of that decision, I didn’t flinch.  I felt that cancer was our biggest concern, and if she was going to make it through cancer I didn’t really feel concerned about her not being able to see with  her left eye.  I don’t regret the decision one bit; but I also am thankful that God placed us in the extraordinary situation he did so the decision was easy for us…I don’t know if it would have been that easy had Evie not been undergoing cancer treatment at the same time.  

A post surgery patch~
So, Evie is legally blind.  She still is at risk for high pressures again that DON’T respond to the drops we give her.  She has a valve still in her left eye that had been placed during one of her surgeries, but scarred over, and we know there’s a risk of her developing dry eye because of the eye-lift her doctor did so she could keep her eyes open without physically holding them open.  At one time, post surgery, we had to give her about 19 drops in one day (a total that is based on having two eyes for drops, a variety of drops and a two to three times a day frequency with which we had to deliver them).  Currently, we have one drop for her right eye to keep the glaucoma under control and we put an antibiotic ointment in both her eyes at night to keep the eyes healthy, free of infection and moisturized.  

That’s our aniridia experience in a nutshell.  It’s not a comprehensive description at all.  Some of our friends with WAGR have had stem cell transplants, other implants, recurrent infections, detached retinas and continued deterioration of their vision.  It’s not an easy future to consider, and we know that we are more than likely going to watch Evie’s vision diminish more over time.  

Aniridia, the “A” in WAGR Syndrome.  It was our first indication that our baby was special, was different, and that our hearts were going to be broken time and time again.  Aniridia has its own “Et Ceteras” that come along with it; glaucoma, cataracts, etc.  Thankfully, by God’s blessing, one of the things that we got in addition to aniridia was Evie.  I wouldn’t trade her for the world.

Tomorrow I’m going to take you to the confusing, and often misunderstood “G”.  Yes, I will tell you about the genitourinary abnormalities that come with WAGR.   (Insert Parental Discretion is Advised graphic and PG-13 rating here).




Saturday, January 4, 2014

Et Cetera...Part I

We see and hear the term so often, ETC..., et cetera....  It means "and other things".  In our life, in our home, we have a LOT of et ceteras.  Rare disease will do that. You see, the 'WAGR' in  WAGR Syndrome (www.wagr.org) is pretty misleading.  Each of the letters stands for one of several "afflictions" that are common among people with WAGR.  

  • Wilms Tumor 
  • Aniridia
  • Genitourinary Abnormalities
  • Range of Developmental Delays

What "they" {they being whoever names diseases and syndromes) really need to do in the medical world is add the proverbial "ETC" onto the end of WAGR Syndrome...

I'm going to take the next week and write daily about the "Et Ceteras" of WAGR Syndrome.  I'll start with the actual letters first and then move into the "Et Ceteras" that many doctors don't recognize yet, but that the families with WAGR have identified through our networking with one another. 

First, "W"...Wilms Tumor.  At least 50% of people with WAGR Syndrome will develop Wilms Tumor (childhood kidney cancer.)  The cancer can occur quite early, so Evie started having ultra sounds at the age of 6 months.  She was diagnosed with Wilms Tumor already at age 15 months.   This shows why early diagnosis of WAGR is quite important; because early detection of Wilms is better for treatment. 

I'm glad, now, that Evie had Wilms so young.  I don't' want to ever have to tell her that she has cancer.  I don't ever want to try to explain to her how bad things like cancer are just "something" that she has to deal with.  But, it was also not easy having an infant with cancer.  An infant who stopped drinking after the second dose of chemo, and we didn't know why.  An infant who would cry in the middle of the night and we didn't know if it was constipation or just intense pain from the chemo. 

We were lucky, though.  Evie's Wilms was only on the left kidney.  But for some of the children it can occur on both kidneys, that's called Bilateral Wilms.  At first Evie's doctors wanted to remove the entire kidney, but there's also an increased risk for kidney failure in people with WAGR, so sparing as much kidney as possible is important.  Evie's doctors decided to do chemo first and then just remove the "tumors" and the cancer cells rather than remove the entire kidney.  Evie had 18 weeks of chemotherapy.  That's a lot less than other kids have to endure if the cancer is discovered in a more advanced stage; it's also much less than the children diagnosed 20 years ago had to endure.

The other tricky thing about these WAGR kidneys is that they develop nephrogenic rests.  These are things that look like tumors, but may not be cancerous.  HOWEVER, they can turn into cancer; so many doctors, when they see the nephrogenic rests will also treat the rests in a similar way to the actual tumors; with chemotherapy.  It's hard to mentally justify seeing your child go through chemotherapy when there's 'technically' not a cancer diagnosis; but that's a WAGR Et Cetera that comes with the territory. 

So, we have a lot of Wilms Champions in our support group.  Our kids always astound us with their strength, their resilience and their attitudes.  They usually handle Wilms Tumor better than many of us would handle a cold.  Their grace and perseverance keeps us going on even the most difficult days. 

And, that's the "W", in a nut shell.  If you'd like to read more from me about our personal journey through cancer, I had a Caringbridge site that I would update regularly when Evie was going through chemotherapy.  The web address for that site is www.caringbridge.org/visit/eviejo . 

Tomorrow I'll write a bit (keep in mind that I'm not a doctor or scientist, just a mom writing from my own basic understanding) about the "A" in WAGR...aniridia...or the absence of an iris in the eye.